Green eyes

It's hard to understand, that someone will never return to your life, perhaps "nevers" doesn't really exist. One day you wake up with a feeling of loneliness and melancholy. For a moment, someone who you didn't even remember gets in your mind... When we come down, we return to past. Sometimes we chain to that memories, derpiving ourself to taste and feel our future, we keep on remembering the magic moments, adding more magic than it really has..and you feel like if everything reminds you of him, of those green eyes. We think, imagine, dreamed plans, perfect travels, moments worthy of the best love movies. But they are just that, they don't go any far, they don't even seem to be real,not anymore. They are only thoughts that chain us much more to something that is not anymore with you. But we have to learn how to survive with that feeling. Close doors, go ahead, come what may.. but keep on walking on your way. Even if it hurts. Sometimes we think that leaving something behind us that filled us with euphoria hurts even more than having it.
We touch the bottom and we know we can't leave it even knowing it hurts.. we get scared. But however we get a better reward, like smile for yourself, learn to be alone, or let go everything that doesn't deserve you, is inexplicable.
One day you wake up knowing that whatever happens, you are not part of that past that for a long time, kept you smiling...

Cheers

Do you know what? Now..I'd like to close my eyes, and appear wherever you are. And appear in one of those days where we can't stop laughing in class. Or those afternoons when we are asleep and we have to shake each other to wake up in maths..I can tell you how grateful I am.. Now I'd love to give you a big hug of those that leaves you breathless and tell you that whatever happens and whatever the rest of the people do, I'll be there. I'd like to shout to all that silly people who don't see in you the same as I do. But most of all I would like to tell you that everyday we'd do everything that we love doing, and we'll be as happy as we deserve to be.
We have fought, cried and most of all laugh at everyone and with everyone.
Thank you

How strange does it feel when we are not distracted, when we have no hurry, when we know how to stop.
And smile ,and understand, and close our eyes, and even feel each second passing us. And know how to live all of them, and taste them with a smile, with worries, with hope, with wishes, with clarity, with any doubt. But tasting them, tasting them thoroughly.
I wish I could go back in time, like if it was a DVD, to see you. Or even better than watch you on a TV, do it in the cinema. And sit in the front row, with a big popcorn bucket, and watch the movie of your life in silence, without anyone annoying me.
Here it is one of my favourite songs enjoy YELLOW

when the sun goes up

I like sunny days because it's like if you were here ... but really you are not. I like them, because they remind me of you. They bring me your perfume or at least the perfume I imagine you have, since you're not with me. And then when the sun shines like before, I like to go out and fill me of you. The sun's reflection reminds me of when you left, and that makes me feel a little better because, unintentionally, reminds me that someday you came with that sun to stay. I like the heat of those days and maybe because it makes me feel you close to me, or at least much closer. This heat reminds me of you. So when it´s a sunny day and I am alone, I wonder where you are, what are you doing...And I imagine that these same rays of sun will make you think of me too. Because I had too that sun in my memories. And that´s when I like it. Because I think, that´s the moment when we meet..again.